Watch me fade into the shadows
It's something I'm good at now
Leaving the safety of the shallows
To where I'll make my final vow
Fall down into the ice cold water
Let it take control of me
Help me become another daughter
Of the dead to set me free
And I will never take another breath
Through this heart break and haunting pain
Step happily into the arms of death
Because I'll never see life again.
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My name is Mariah.
It is my real name.
I found your blog through a Google search, and I find it very interesting.
Having struggled with suicidal thoughts myself, but never quite going through with them, death, at times, seems to be a happy, painless, place.
However, I then realize I'll be dead and can't exactly be happy about it.
I guess for me suicide isn't about making myself happy. It's a way to escape from life and all the shit that comes with it. Obviously, I've never actually killed myself, but I've gotten close before and that's the scary thing.
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