I don't see the point. Everything's gone dark. I'm tired and cold all the time. I scream but no one can hear me.
I'm bleeding and crying.
I've got my pills.
And I want to die.
Just waiting for a better day.
Who knows if I'll be back.
If not, thank you for your support and your comments.
I guess no one can save me now.
No one can fix something they don't know is broken.
Black Mariah.
About Me
- Black-Mariah
- I am Black Mariah. That is not my real name. That is who I am inside my head. I've started this blog as a way of helping people understand what it's like to have issues with your mental health. I don't want pity. I just want to get over this.
4 comments:
Been a long time since I visited your blog. How's life treating you?
I want you to keep writing. I think I may know how you feel...
I've only just found your blog, and I must say, from this post that I've read - I can completely relate to you. If you want to talk, my blog is www.mad-mcr-fan.blogspot.com
depression is not fun. i know that myself. when i read 'and i want to die' - i knew how you felt. because i'm going through that now. I've tried to end it all myself... more than once. you can talk if you wnat to.
- kat
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